2076. a mini reunion with the Zambia team. same unifying playful spirit. friendships have been forged and it is encouraging to see them remain consistent. we shared joys and how God moved and continues too. i really love my church
2077. an official job offer for nathan at crossroads, at least for 2 years, and that prospect inpires and excites us. thankful for the opportunity, thankful for the invitation, and thankful to dig deeper in the community and God centered life at crossroads.
2078. making monster cookies with ben. thankful he wants to near me, that he verbalizes his love for me, his affection is not sparce, and he has a special place in his heart for his mom. i know it may not always be this way, so i am trying ti cherish it now
2079. watching Koko bag groceries without being asked or prompted. seeing her serve, help out where she can, she is growing so fast and i am enjoying watching her grow into a kind and thoughtful young lady
2080. the ability to see long distance with both my eyes with no contacts, no glasses, is nothing short of a miracle. i just had laser eye surgery on the left eye and yes, it was scary, but it has made a tremendous difference in my sight! I am so thankful for modern technology, for access to even getting this done, for a kind and skillful doctor, and for new eyes!! i can see!!
2081. long last night talks with mom and dad. i appreciate them so much more than i ever did. more and more each day.
Sunday, November 24, 2019
Monday, November 18, 2019
2069 - 2075
2069 a day of being very engaged with the little ones. puzzles, books, and pre-school conversations.
2070 wil's pride regarding potty training. and his new-found independence with everything else as well.
2071 the progress belita has made with spanish and reading, her excitement for the language.
2072 amazing friendsgiving dinner. my joy to look around at everyone connecting with one another, real meaningful conversations, laughter, everyone full of community and a meal that turned out just perfect.
2073 intermittent fasting and a new motivation for exercise.
2074 conversations with friends that generate ideas, spark interest, produce life and curiosity and purpose.
2075 i've prayed for john mayer for years, and then to learn yesterday that he's given up porn and speaks out on it's negative effects. now if he would only fall in love with Jesus...
2070 wil's pride regarding potty training. and his new-found independence with everything else as well.
2071 the progress belita has made with spanish and reading, her excitement for the language.
2072 amazing friendsgiving dinner. my joy to look around at everyone connecting with one another, real meaningful conversations, laughter, everyone full of community and a meal that turned out just perfect.
2073 intermittent fasting and a new motivation for exercise.
2074 conversations with friends that generate ideas, spark interest, produce life and curiosity and purpose.
2075 i've prayed for john mayer for years, and then to learn yesterday that he's given up porn and speaks out on it's negative effects. now if he would only fall in love with Jesus...
Friday, November 8, 2019
2065 - 2068
2065. women's retreat weekend, a true gift when a girl just needs to be refreshed.
2066. gina rose. encouragement to keep doing what I'm doing + affirmation that my investment matters.
2067. belita walks into the kitchen where I'm typing.
"miss tammy?"
"yes my dear?"
"I love you."
holding back tears. but I so needed to hear that today.
2068. gluten free, curse of the goat (pizza) - goat cheese, sauce with just the right amount of spice, goat cheese (hold the mozzarella), herbed sausage crumbles, peppadew peppers, fresh basil
2066. gina rose. encouragement to keep doing what I'm doing + affirmation that my investment matters.
2067. belita walks into the kitchen where I'm typing.
"miss tammy?"
"yes my dear?"
"I love you."
holding back tears. but I so needed to hear that today.
2068. gluten free, curse of the goat (pizza) - goat cheese, sauce with just the right amount of spice, goat cheese (hold the mozzarella), herbed sausage crumbles, peppadew peppers, fresh basil
Monday, February 11, 2019
2061-2064
2061. the healing relationship with my oldest son. this past month has been hard and stretching with dad gone a lot, but ben and i have worked really well together to keep the house sane. he has been my right hand, helping with out being asking, tending to children and pouring cereal and making sure the baby doesn't spray himself with pepper spray. he has been verbally encouraging and gentle, affirming me as mom and he must have told me he loved me 1000 times un solicited. it is making my heart soar because we had a hard season between the two of us clashing, butting heads, fighting for authority and the upper hand. and here, now, God has been gracious and given us both eyes to see and serve one another. thank you so much God. i cannot praise You enough. i love my son and you have given me some more time with him as the tender, thoughtful, purposeful son i know. i don't know if it will always be this way, but for now i am so so thankful.
2062. with nate being gone a ton, [Philippines, jury duty, unveil workshop], i have had to rely on the kindness and helpfulness of others, sometimes even strangers. at the mall i got stuck in the mucky heavy snow, my wheels spinning. a young mom got out of her car and singlehandedly pushed me out.
i would still be sitting there if it were't for her. friends offered to bring groceries. another sent a hot pizza anonymously to our doorstep when we were snowed in. a babysitter came so i could at least get one night out with a friend, that meant a lot. my dear neighbor Fritz shoveled me out of my driveway after the snow blowers came and boxed me in. he did that many times as the snow fell. i am just floored at these acts of kindness, acts of selflessness, a reminder that i am seen by the Father and He cares about me.
2063. heat. power. electricity. these should not be taken for granted as we've seen this past week or so how quickly they can be taken away! hot water is always a gift.
2064. a husband who recognizes, acknowledges, and calls out appreciation and sacrifice in me, when i did not ask or look for it, he encourages, uplifts, and is generous with words of affirmation. gifts upon gifts.
2065. a small flame of motivation to keep on with this long weightless journey, to keep up the work, and practice self control and discipline.
2062. with nate being gone a ton, [Philippines, jury duty, unveil workshop], i have had to rely on the kindness and helpfulness of others, sometimes even strangers. at the mall i got stuck in the mucky heavy snow, my wheels spinning. a young mom got out of her car and singlehandedly pushed me out.
i would still be sitting there if it were't for her. friends offered to bring groceries. another sent a hot pizza anonymously to our doorstep when we were snowed in. a babysitter came so i could at least get one night out with a friend, that meant a lot. my dear neighbor Fritz shoveled me out of my driveway after the snow blowers came and boxed me in. he did that many times as the snow fell. i am just floored at these acts of kindness, acts of selflessness, a reminder that i am seen by the Father and He cares about me.
2063. heat. power. electricity. these should not be taken for granted as we've seen this past week or so how quickly they can be taken away! hot water is always a gift.
2064. a husband who recognizes, acknowledges, and calls out appreciation and sacrifice in me, when i did not ask or look for it, he encourages, uplifts, and is generous with words of affirmation. gifts upon gifts.
2065. a small flame of motivation to keep on with this long weightless journey, to keep up the work, and practice self control and discipline.
Sunday, December 30, 2018
2053-2060
2053. they had to leave a little early. a much needed blessing in disguise
2054. gigantic mason jars filled with lemons, cucumbers, ginger and water.
2055. this very blog, a reminder to give thanks continually, counting gifts, combating entitlement and discontent with a spiritual act of thanksgiving
2056. good old fashioned heart to hearts on the old fashioned phone. a reminder that i matter to her and she matters to me
2056. lots and lots of sister and mom and cousin time this season. it's fun to be home for Christmas.
2057. tickets have been purchased for the long awaited United Arab Emirates! i can not wait!
2058. thankful for a renewed united front concerning the budget. we are on the same page, both have a desire to save and refrain together, and build, invest, plan, and dream about the future. together.
2059. thankful and relieved the Christmas eve service went well, by God's grace and mercy.
2060. news of new life brewing inside a womb. overflowing with joy for this new mom.
2054. gigantic mason jars filled with lemons, cucumbers, ginger and water.
2055. this very blog, a reminder to give thanks continually, counting gifts, combating entitlement and discontent with a spiritual act of thanksgiving
2056. good old fashioned heart to hearts on the old fashioned phone. a reminder that i matter to her and she matters to me
2056. lots and lots of sister and mom and cousin time this season. it's fun to be home for Christmas.
2057. tickets have been purchased for the long awaited United Arab Emirates! i can not wait!
2058. thankful for a renewed united front concerning the budget. we are on the same page, both have a desire to save and refrain together, and build, invest, plan, and dream about the future. together.
2059. thankful and relieved the Christmas eve service went well, by God's grace and mercy.
2060. news of new life brewing inside a womb. overflowing with joy for this new mom.
Monday, March 26, 2018
2046-2052
2046. unplugged time. an examination of the heart, open handed and a softness towards correction. i am willing. and thankful to learn in the process.
2047. baby cheeks, baby smiles, baby giggles. a joyful baby boy who is healthy and strong.
2048. a few months a way from brand new contacts and glasses! thankful for a working eye.
2049. rhythm and grace.
2050. a steadfast husband. he is truly the kindest, most gentlest, most compassionate man. brimming with humility. thoughtfulness. so unselfish. i can not, will not, get over it. undeserved.
2051. soft talks with mother in law that only benefit, rather than slide us further backwards. encouraged more so than i have been in a long time.
2052. tiny demitasse cups and teeny tiny spoons to match.
2047. baby cheeks, baby smiles, baby giggles. a joyful baby boy who is healthy and strong.
2048. a few months a way from brand new contacts and glasses! thankful for a working eye.
2049. rhythm and grace.
2050. a steadfast husband. he is truly the kindest, most gentlest, most compassionate man. brimming with humility. thoughtfulness. so unselfish. i can not, will not, get over it. undeserved.
2051. soft talks with mother in law that only benefit, rather than slide us further backwards. encouraged more so than i have been in a long time.
2052. tiny demitasse cups and teeny tiny spoons to match.
Friday, March 23, 2018
2043 - 2045
2043 thursday night small group. shared hunger to know God's words and to pursue Him together. grace for my weaknesses, genuine concern for one another's burdens and the ability to celebrate together
2044 a healthy work environment with people who seek humility and exude joy. grateful for all of the laughter and side heart-conversations
2045 admiration for a life and heart with so much integrity. assertive + vulnerable + kind, patient + wise + strong. i'm humbled that i can have this time to learn with wide-eyes that God has reserved those like-minded people, and they're worth waiting for.
2044 a healthy work environment with people who seek humility and exude joy. grateful for all of the laughter and side heart-conversations
2045 admiration for a life and heart with so much integrity. assertive + vulnerable + kind, patient + wise + strong. i'm humbled that i can have this time to learn with wide-eyes that God has reserved those like-minded people, and they're worth waiting for.
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