1994-2004

1994. a simple counting of gifts, a gentle reminder from chelsea, keeps discontent, anxiety, and feeling overwhelmed at bay. 

1995. coming home to a house full of gifts. spotless floors, a sparkling bathroom, a new floor mat, flowers peeking in the window, a decluttered fridge, washed and folded laundry, new cleaning supplies, and a patched roof. un deserved gifts from generous neighbors 

1996. a full week before chaos with concentrated family time. loose agendas, ample sunshine, plush hotels and included hearty breakfasts, spending time with our three children before #4 comes and our family grows and readjusts..i needed this time before disney, as i knew it wouldn't be the same kind of vacation

1997. a supportive, understanding husband who is willing to be my advocate and will do what is in my best interest in order to care for me well, both emotionally and physically 

1998. encouraging responses to me sharing my heart and what i learn. thankful people even care about me or my small words 

1999. getting invited to a party i would never think i would have a seat to

2000. small break throughs with a friend i have been struggling to see godly fruit currently. watching in pain, but seeing maybe pain itself is what will bring her to her knees in desperate need for Him and not leaning on her own image or ability to get her by..

2001. a sweet cheerful daughter who is a cherry blossom, full of chatter, a box full of giggles, and is just blossoming before our very eyes. loving her age and all that she is learning 

2002. time in the car with dad. even though my physical weakness brought us there early, thankful for his willing ness to escort me there, to give respite to my aching back and legs, and easy going conversation and company to help the time pass

2003. amazing flights/traveling home. on time flights, well behaved children. time to eat, walk, and get in and out of the bathroom. flying into grand rapids instead of having to drive home from chicago after 2 flights and a layover. a van that started. the Lord was good to us above and beyond what we asked.

2004. homemade coffee from the Kuerig, with plenty of cream. i like coffee weather.